okay i didnt give a description of what happened before so here goes...

I rushed from my class before lunch in the wind and rain with my brolly and shit up hair with Jake texting me non stop to hurry up..ok lol
so I ran..yes i actually ran through town for him with some friends (no way was i going on my own) to meet him at quarter to 1.
i saw him leaning against the wall and knew at once that it was him... arrrr!!
i was actually wondering if i could turn round and run away before he saw me but.. too late :'(

he ran over and made me give him the little knuckle to knuckle thing whatever thats called... it was so freaking embarassing lol.

he is SO weird lol
he snatched my phone off of me and started reading all my messages from my friends and looking through my phone book lol and just generally being...weird
so i had to tell him that i needed to finish some art work and eventually got away from him after he'd given me and each of my friends a hug... ew lol
Arrr... why the hell did i have to do this
shiiiiiiit

<3

i wonder if anyone actually even reads this lol... nm i like writing it =)

xo♥ox

Current Location: where else...
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: the feeling - never be lonely

its just what i needed.. to drag my mum around all the shoe shops in town.
i needed to get him out of my head
every morning i wake up with (on average) 15 texts from Tansey every morning (none ever replied to but hed still obsessed) and at least 2 from Jake.
ive come to hate my phone and i desperately want a new one now.

anyway..dancing was good

and got my hair cut =D
i think this is actually the first time ive come out of the hairdressers and loved it... yay!

im in love with my new pashmina =D its soooo cosy! just what i need right now =)

Current Mood: dont give a shit
Current Music: maroon 5 - this love (<3)

i finally met jake yesterday after talking to him for about 4 years on msn and... basically...he's not what i thought.
he is actually obsessed with me which I hate! and hes.. well how can i put it..ugly!
i feel horrible and i'm never like this but i guess looks do matter to me
wtf have i done
<3

Current Location: as usual....
Current Mood: shit
Current Music: HSM - breaking free (shutup, i luv it lol)

we had to cancel our holiday =(
we were going to Hawaii for a few days then an hawaiian cruise and then stay in san francisco for a few days
but
not now lol
because everything kept going wrong - the hilton hawaiian that we planned on staying at...

.... was having renovations
so
we decided to stay here....


(the kahala) but there werent any rooms and it was a bit expensive
so we decided on here...

(the marriott) but something went wrong there too, im not sure what, lol and my mum and dad were finding it hard to get the money together so we cancelled it :(

never mind there's always next year:D we'll probably go away for new year or something instead :D

Current Location: lounge
Current Mood: tired

im back :) from cinema and town with Chloe.
It was so much fun
we went to see The Devil Wears Prada... luvd it:D
and then we were waiting outside in the cold and this guy she loves knows came to meet us from some club he was at with some friends and we chatted for a bit outside...freezing our asses off and then my mum n dad picked us up and dropped her off home lol :)

i was telling them about Harry (the guy :p) and clubbing etc. and she said we could go sometime haha until whatever time and we could either get a taxi or theyd pick us up - love themmmm! yaaay hehe

waited outside the cinema and heard loads of james morrison songs playing from a nearby club - that completely made my day =D

Okies, congrats if you finished reading :p
xoxoxox

Current Location: lounge
Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: james morrison - wonderful world

School = crap :p
im getting a maths tutor because i dont understand a word that my teacher is telling me :'( and i feel so bad because he's such a good teacher.
Stayed behind after school for a meeting about this company thing we're doing at school - 2 people started crying and everyone was arguing over the name of the company! :S
Then the meeting finished 15 minutes late so my mum had a big fat go at me so I cried all the way home lol =(
shes been SO mardy with me lately - absolutely everything is my fault.
I was wearing this skirt with cut out holes in it in the shape of flowers and I got out of the car to post her some letters and my heel got stuck in on of the holes and ripped it and she went nuts telling me that i dont take care of my stuff.
Its not like I did it on purpose!
and yesterday the freaking parrot tried to rip some wallpaper off in the lounge and I got yelled at!! for 'not watching it' :'(
Oh well.... i feel like I actually do nothing but cry anymore lol
Jake keeps telling me how sorry he is for not texting me - it doesnt really even bother me lol - i didnt have battery anyway.
I love this journal lol i can tell u anything and i know no-one else will read it lol.
I made a new msn address to add this girl that I hate so I could ask her for some guys msn addy haha - you have no idea how cute he actually is though =P
but i think ill leave it a while before i add him otherwise he might know its me! =o
haha
how sad am i
okay folks, thats all for today
xxxxxxxxx

Current Location: Lounge
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Welcome to the Black Parade - My chemical romance

Wow, i completely forgot i had a livejournal haha, i will promise to write in it now.
School is so hard :'( but nm ill get over it lol

Yesterday Sara made me chase after this guy in town and ask for his email address haha...so i did it and he gave it to me but he hasnt accepted her yet...oops hehe.

Hayley called Pete but he wouldn't meet her because he was "busy" lol! Bless her!

I'm so sick of not having a boyfriend lol so I have decided that I will get one by the end of this school year.

I eventually spoke to Jake again.... he finally came online and we spent like 15 minutes telling each other how much we missed not talking haha...

Ed decided to text me after like a year! His mind is focused on one thing and one thing only...I'm sure you can guess what that is but he's not going to get it from me lol.

Okay, thats the end.

Love yaz xxx

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: James Morrison - Wonderful World

Got up at 12 hahaha, first lay-in in aggggges!

hmm, went into town to get an outfit and then went home, got ready and went out to Meera's party.

Got her a green and blue bracelet thingy. She said she liked it but i dunno lol.

Her party was okay but a bit drab lol. I left at about 11 and took Izzy and Scarlett home and eventually got to bed lol.

But had to get up early to go dancing, arrr lol!

Current Mood: bouncy

Izzy's barbecue today and we met loads of new people.
Hayley came and she wasn't even invited haha, oh well =D

Later on at night we went to Leyla's party after Meera and Hayley came back to my house where we got changed, played on the trampoline and with the duckies haha =D

Leyla's party was good, she had a friends band playing and Gemma was there from dancing =P

Emily threw beer all over Chess and her boyfriend (Olly, long story lol, she had her reasons haha) and so he started phoning people to come and beat her up or set her house on fire (no need for that lol) and so she had to phone her dad to come and pick her up really quickly lol.

i was the last to go home from the party lol =( loner! Oh well, it was a good day =D

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: tired